I'm struggling to not let go of something I shouldn't be holding.

How do you know when someone wants you to leave them alone?

Is it when they leave you?
Is it when they let you leave?
Is it when they never speak to you?
Is it when they never speak of you?
Is it when it seems like you never existed to them, and that everything that happened was just a short dream?

And lastly, how do you know when someone hates you?

I’d love to know what to do when you’re dying to say something, say anything, to them.

Do you keep your mouth shut and hope they have forgotten?
Or do you try to reach them and pray that they still feel something?

those haunting words...

And the things I wanted so badly for her to share. And how my arms were always open. And how I was never the one she wanted. And how it always hurt so badly. And how selfish and unselfish it was.

And I believe everything happens for a reason; but I cannot think of any good reason for all our pain.

And how I am so sorry.

I am glad I am not in love.